this space for rent

Sorry no music and song opener for this entry, not really in the mood for coming up w/ anything today.  To be honest, I've been wanting to write more here, but not finding the time or the inspiration to do so as of late.  Between working a normal 9-5 (which in my case is a 7:15 - 5:30 most days) then working a night job 2-4 nights a week, and trying to do things that I actually enjoy like riding a bike or making music....... well since we're just being honest here, I'm done.  I'm sick and tired of being sick and tired (song lyric there, points if you can name it and the artist) and I'm ready for a change in a major way.  Tomorrow marks my two year anniversary w/ my current company and looking back on two years I really don't have much to show for it.  I've made money and gained knowledge yes, but I feel like I've begun to work to live instead of the other way around again.  Last time I was in a situation, I took a leap of faith and I unburdoned myself from the job that was bringing me down.  I had reached a cross roads in my life and I chose the path that felt the most right at the time, I feel as if I've come to another one of those turning points in my life.
  It reminds me of the Robert Frost poem The Road Not Taken, as interpreted by David Wilcox - TWO roads diverged in a yellow wood,and sorry I could not travel both and long I stood and stood I longed and standing still for longer still, still standing still!  Looking down one as far as I could, but then the other just as fair and back the way I came over there looks pretty good too.  I could have all three if I stayed right here, I could have all three potentially.....   I wouldn't have to move at all would I?  Oh but then I would wake up and still be in the same situation I am in right now, only I would have lost even more of the best years of my life.  So travel on I will and move onwards I shall as all the long roads are getting shorter at the far end.
POAS
Matt-